As days goes by

I also haven't been in the blogging mood lately. Was too busy going through jobsite and looking. I should start reading through interview books and getting myself prepared in case I get call for interviews. I got a little upset when I didn't get through the interview I went last week. But oh well, it's not meant to be for me. There's still other jobs.

Ever since I finish exams, I had time to think a lot. I wanted to blog about them but the moment I sat down, my mind just went blank. So I ended up chatting on google or watching series. Wasted my time but it is kind of nice to just sit there and watch something without having to do other stuff. Oh, I caught up with ICF friends and one of them bought a book for me when she went for an interview in Sidney.



I have started reading it already. =) Anyway, I thought a lot, I think I tend to run away from problems a lot. Maybe because I don't want to face reality, I know I have to face it eventually but the heart kept telling me no no, I just want to run away. My head told me if I don't do this, the problem will just linger around. It is hard to try to face reality but I am trying to.

Project

Project coming up.

My coursemates and I are doing a survey on counting males and females who shopped or just walking in the  mall at one entrance. My lecturer thought that it would be interesting to know how we have done and what we are going to write in our report. Well, obviously there will be a lot of limitations in our report. Apparently, that is what makes it interesting. We do have to calculate some data and provide diagrams as well. Now, this is much easier than my geology report. I have few ideas that I am going to add into my report already. Don't hesitate to tell me 'answers'. I like to add that into my report. Hehehe..

Oh yea, yesterday darling was reading news online when he found this. I have been warned before about putting things on blogs. I haven't put anything on facebook status since early last year. So, this definitely will make me feel conscious of what I put on blog. As for the facebook status, it's because one of my friend complained that another friend showed off by putting on status that makes me think about updating status every now and then. Now, I am going to think twice before updating anything on blog.

p/s check out car lifts.

Life mapped out

Busy busy busy. Be it study or outings with friends. I went to the Wildlife Food Festival on Saturday. It was a day trip. In the morning, I had some work done as I know I wouldn't have much done for the rest of the day or the following day. I think this week, things will slow down a bit and I will have more time to do even more revisions.

Having a list to do for the week helps a lot. I prefer to get things done ahead. That way, I won't get too worried when I suddenly have quite a lot of things dumped on me.

I used to like to plan things so much ahead. But now, I learnt not to do that because things can change over a second. I learn to let things go the way it goes. I still plan things ahead but I have plan B if plan A doesn't work out. This usually includes on what I have to do.

I shall update more about the day trip soon when I feel more free. As in the meantime, my readers, you just need to stay tune.

Do I make sense?

You know, taking the bus makes me feel like I am in my first year. I think I depended too much on my friends for rides in the second  and third year. I am not saying that it's bad or anything. It's just a thought that came to me when I was sitting in the bus on my way back from the mall. For once, I feel that I am independent and am doing my own thing. I don't have to ask friends to come with me. I actually don't like going out myself. I don't know why I have that kind of feeling. It's stupid huh?

Okay, a bit of ranting time. There is another flat apartment building right next to mine. It's not that far off. So here's the thing, I can see into people's rooms when their blinds is off from my room's window. And I cannot simply get change without turning the blinds on. Sometimes when I felt lazy to turn the blinds on, I just squatted down to change. Do I make sense?

Okay, I shall stop ranting and get back to my report.

Oh oh, I was researching diamonds for my report. I found out that diamonds are used in high quality speakers so it can vibrate rapidly without deformation that would degrade the sound quality to enhance the performances. Does it make sense? :P Interesting fact.

Randomly say

Indeed, music is so powerful that some music can make you cry when you listen to it especially when you are sad. Ok, that wasn't meant to say anything about me. Just that it happened to me before.

Talking about distractions in the previous post, guess what? When I am listening to lectures, there are distraction too. It's the tummy grumbling. Or when I pay attention in class, somehow my mind will slip somewhere.

I think I am paranoid at times. I would be worrying over what other people think of my actions. But you know what? A friend told me not to worry so much about what other people think of you. You would ruin your life. You should do whatever you want. People talk and I guess that's life. But of course, don't act selfishly. I seriously need to stop worrying and start living a life.

I am not trying to gain any pity or telling readers off from my posts. I like to jot down things if I feel like I want to share it. Anyway, the point of starting a blog in the beginning was just to update life and things to my family, cousins and friends. Blogging is not meant to be showing off or comparing your life with anyone. You are sharing with people or your families on your life. You see, I am explaining myself again.

I find that I explained myself a lot to people on excuses I gave. The reason? I think it's because I did not want them to think badly of me. Or that I am innocent. Or I did not purposely do something. (really, I wouldn't do something purposely) Ask any friends of mine and they can tell you that I am quite honest.

Now, I think I am a boring person because I think I am quite serious with  my friends. I can take their jokes though because I think they're just teasing me. But I can be quite blunt and actually corrected them when I don't get it. Then, friends have to explain to me before they started laughing at me.