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Indeed, music is so powerful that some music can make you cry when you listen to it especially when you are sad. Ok, that wasn't meant to say anything about me. Just that it happened to me before.

Talking about distractions in the previous post, guess what? When I am listening to lectures, there are distraction too. It's the tummy grumbling. Or when I pay attention in class, somehow my mind will slip somewhere.

I think I am paranoid at times. I would be worrying over what other people think of my actions. But you know what? A friend told me not to worry so much about what other people think of you. You would ruin your life. You should do whatever you want. People talk and I guess that's life. But of course, don't act selfishly. I seriously need to stop worrying and start living a life.

I am not trying to gain any pity or telling readers off from my posts. I like to jot down things if I feel like I want to share it. Anyway, the point of starting a blog in the beginning was just to update life and things to my family, cousins and friends. Blogging is not meant to be showing off or comparing your life with anyone. You are sharing with people or your families on your life. You see, I am explaining myself again.

I find that I explained myself a lot to people on excuses I gave. The reason? I think it's because I did not want them to think badly of me. Or that I am innocent. Or I did not purposely do something. (really, I wouldn't do something purposely) Ask any friends of mine and they can tell you that I am quite honest.

Now, I think I am a boring person because I think I am quite serious with  my friends. I can take their jokes though because I think they're just teasing me. But I can be quite blunt and actually corrected them when I don't get it. Then, friends have to explain to me before they started laughing at me.