See? I have been studying since I know there will be finals for the papers I took early this year. By the time the exam week started, I am already sick of studying for my stats exam. I made sure I knew what kind of questions would come out and how I would answer them, etc. There is still one more day before I sit for this exam and I am waiting out of mind. I kept thinking, is there anything else that I should know. I felt that I should be studying more but I cannot find any other stuff to study. Say, if I think it’s enough for the moment, I should study for my other papers. I don’t feel comfortable and start worrying about stats. At times, I feel like screaming. Emma would say, don’t study then. But then I would feel guilty. So, what should I do? There’s no solution to this, right?
Chatting to my cousin, Lynn Xuan seems the best at the moment since my sisters or mum are not online. I just feel like I wanted to talk. Oh.. I see my mum is online in google but idle. Sigh.. I was chatting to my youngest sister. I asked her, so how was it like to stay at home without the other sister. She said normal because my sister wouldn’t want to play with her. Before that, I told her, this is what it’s gona be like when Sherp left for uni. Ok, I feel guilty about making her think of this but this is life, right? Then, I commented that it would be so boring during meals if you don’t have someone telling stories and making jokes. Hehe.. that is me if I am on the table eating. So, Ivy told me sometimes at dinner, my mum would commented that ‘if da jie is here, she would have finish the food.’ I’m guessing that they did not finish the food. How I miss mum’s cooking. Well, it made me miss home the moment Ivy told me. Sigh.. aaa.. I want to go home.
These days, I find that I cannot sleep at night. If I tried to sleep early, I would be lying on the bed for 2 hours. My early means
Ok, I should stop rambling and continue to stare at stats. If I’m feeling fine, I would be studying for others. =)
5 comments:
we all miss u lots too ahh.. but, u ar coming in a few months! tahan! :) wen i went to my bio trip i din feel homesick but i guess coz its diff to uni ma ho, coz uni is totally diff place, and also far away etc....
i should sleep huh...
btw, i am a decan for my school (kinda like leader of school? there's 30 of us) prefect? :) i'l elaborate more next time hehehee
sherp is headgirl?? WHOAA!!! CONGRATS!! The legacy of WGTG continues..
Cool wey.. want to famous-size WGTG family leh.. =)
I will wait la. Just sometimes feel like that. Bored sitting here, u know.
im not headgirl ah!! :P just a prefect = not headgirl!!!
Hahaha..
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