I'm not sure what I should feel. I just finished another week of university and got back some of my results for lab work, tutorial and quizzes which I have to do it online. My friend who always accompany me to classes seem so distant. I'm starting to feel competition between us. I have only just known her for 3 weeks. In the beginning, it seems like she trusts me. So, what actually happen is that, she borrows my stuff a lot, calculator, stationeries, books, etc. And you know, she actually got higher marks than me. I mean, she don't always study and sleep early at night. I envy her for the higher marks. I never realise she was just using me to help her all the time. For Physics quizzes which we always have to do it online, she got higher marks as she had my help all the time. I didn't mind helping her but when it comes to me, she doesn't want to help me that much. I think she's starting to get tired of me since I can't do lots of stuff and all I ever do is study. She also did not hang around with me. I feel so used. The other day, I went to the bathroom just opposite my room, when I came out, she was at my table, switching on my computer (she did her Physics quiz on my computer) to use it. She didn't even ask me if she could use my computer, I was so shocked and just stood there looking at her. She didn't even realise I was looking at her. Now, I can say I'm starting to hate her.