Relax lah

My break has started and I should start revising. Just because it is my final semester, it doesn't mean that I should slack around and forget about studying. I told myself that I cannot afford to fail any papers this semester. Of course no one wants to fail any paper in their final semester but if one does, then one does not have a choice of continuing the next semester right? A friend advised me to remember studying and don't think too much about how it is my final semester, otherwise I would be carried away. Yea, she is right about it. Sometimes I think I sounded so ambitious and by the end of the day, I probably would have only done half of what I expected myself to do. Sigh..

One thing that lingers in my head is that I find that when I call or get some help regarding consumer stuff as customers, I don't get friendly talks, nods or discussion. Very few people really shows friendly face and actually discuss in length about consumer product. They could be having a bad day at work or bad morning. I tend to sense something is wrong if the person is not being friendly or being ownself. But I don't really try to ask what is wrong. For me, I would be quiet and try not to ask too much questions if I sense the other person is not feeling happy. I should probably ask what's wrong but you know, some people just don't want others to probe their problems and some people prefer to be left alone or don't even want people to know. I know I am one. I prefer to be left alone if I am feeling sad. I don't dare to open my mouth to say something because I know I will burst into tears. I don't exactly like people to see me crying. I know that humans are not perfect in emotions and everyone is allowed to cry. But being me, I will try to avoid crying, avoid telling the story and avoid people seeing my red eyes. Anyways, I shall shut up about this.

Being me and always talking about exercising, I don't seeem to be making the effort. But I really like to run the treadmill at least 10 mins a day. Oh if I walk for more than 5 mins a day, would that do any changes? Hehe.. so maybe I should try the top rated weight loss pills. Sometimes I just want to be fit so I won't pant so much after walking for more than 10 mins. Somemore, the weather has been sunny since yesterday. It's definitely a good timing to wash clothes and dry them. Yea.. my first thought when weather's sunny.