Sigh..
I know this is supposed to be my holidays and I should be relaxing, enjoying the rest of my time.
But, I can't help thinking what the year holds out for me. I think that this year has a lot of challenges ahead for me. I have to be independent now that I am going to move to a flat, where I am cooking for myself. That, I do not think I have to worry. I'm sure I can look after myself.
Challenges? I would have to make sure I study A LOT. When I mean A LOT, it means I have to be in my room every night, actually studying.
EVERY NIGHT? I know I can cos I have always stay at home at night to study (not 2006). Ok, I know I can make myself do this but I need support from my friends. Friends do play a part in your life, eg studying, going out, etc.
So, please friends, do help out.
I'm just feeling really sad about this whole thing. Now, I wish I have followed my family to London last year. Now, I can't stay on in London. Sigh... should I say regret? I'm not sure.. but I ........
2 comments:
*Hugs*. I can assure you that your feeling of regrets is caused by nothing but that thing called the holiday (or sometimes, POST) holiday syndrome. I feel that all the time. Reflect back your time in NZ.. you enjoyed it, didn't you? Things will go alright.
don't worry! i also need to study alot since my results wasn't that good. its good to have a 'partner'.
btw, im too lazy to post comment on every post so im just goin to post everything here :)
Beary Beary very cute :)
I am so jealous of your snow :( but happy for you that your snowman still standing =) lol.
makan makan - i am going to miss all that too :((
wah..everytime i see your blog sure got new skin. i think i like this the best of all =)
cheers and cya. i will reply your email really really soon. very very sorry ar..
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