In Awe

Today, we went to visit grandma and grandpa's grave. While I was staring and recalling back to those times in April, I remembered mum took me to the hospital to see grandma. I prayed for her to get better. I kept praying and making promises (I won't tell you) to God. As days passed, I thought she was getting better. But on Thursday, her condition worsen. I was really worried and continued praying. I was due to fly back soon and I needed to know that she was alright before I leave. On Saturday morning, I was at ning jie's house and we got a phone call that grandma's heart stopped. For a moment, my heart stopped.

Thinking back those times, I felt really sad, but what can we do? We don't want grandma to suffer and she is now there with God. Anyway, my point for writing this is to say that I realized that all the promises I made came true. On that Saturday with everyone surrounding grandma's bed and crying, I was standing near the corner of the room, promising grandma that I will pass my engineering course with God's guidance no matter what I think it is too hard or whatever. I feel that this has come true. I feel that grandma is watching over me with God and asking God to look after me and all my cousins. I feel so grateful to God for everything. I can feel that grandma is very close to God.

Thank you so much, God.