Wednesday, September 27, 2006
sigh sigh sigh
sigh.. I feel depressed after getting my marks back for Maths, I am entirely upset. It's not like I cannot do the questions. I have stupid mistakes all over my paper. So stupid... how can I do such stupid mistakes. Just when I am so depressed, talking about it and 'rubbing it in my face makes me even more depressed. How do you think I feel after all that? I know it's my life which is why I am trying so hard. Why wouldn't I try my best? Nobody is going to help me in my future life. I don't want to depend on people so much which is why I try hard. sigh.. I really feel like punching. And this is effecting my next exams. Just don't make me feel depressed. Let me think and do something for myself. I know I will want the best for myself. Who wouldn't want to do something good for themselves? I feel like swearing. I may not be a good Christian because I swear but not everyone is perfect and you have to accept for who they are. If you cannot, too bad. The world is not perfect. After saying all this, I still don't feel any better. Damn!
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i cant totally say i understand how you feel...
but about the swearing part....well, does swearing help you do better in your studies? if it does, then swear all you want! it doest help at all, so why do something that wont even help at all. and by swearing people, they will think you are not polite.
you are a well educated person, polite and fine...dont do something that will distort your image!
sorry if i offended you. for me, people that swears purposely, thinking it's very cool, well, it's not at all! it just shows how low they are! even a simple -s- word mayb lower your qualities.
we are born into good families, given good education, raised with love and respect, so, dont say something that will make people think otherwise!
well.. i know some ppl wont udnerstand cos everyone has their own thinking. for me it's diff.
i just swear to myself not to ppl. like u feel angry, u would do it. emma, my fren din like ppl swearing and i told her that i swear only not in front of ppl.
True. I admit that occasionally I do swear in my thoughts, but I am very particular about mouthing it. Yes, I agree to LW that it's more of showing how degrading one is when he swears.. it's more of a reflection of your background and upbringing, if you understand what I mean. When a person keeps mouthing foul words and swearing, one would perceive that most probably he comes from a family who does that..
hehe...
well, the Bible says, the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.
and it's true! you will speak of what is full in your heart. if your heart is full of positive stuff, you will speak positive things, and vice versa.
this doest mean that your heart is full of swear words...but just chew upon this verse...and see, what are heart is really full with.
each day, i am always thinking about this...i want to make sure, what i say is of God..and not the opposite. we are not perfect, but we can try to improve! =)
jia you!
thx.. i just wana pour out my feelings.. tht is why..
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