Realisation

I think University paper/work is definitely hard. I just got my results back for Chemistry and Maths. I am not satisfied even though I passed them. I thought I could do it and ace it but turned out that I didn't do very well. I thought I could ace them like I did in high school. Clearly I didn't. How will other people think or react to this? I mean they would think I'm so dumb. Why can't I be like others who can get good results? People would think, a girl like who almost have anything she wants but can't even get good results. What a useless person. Sigh...
No use fretting about my results. I can only work hard for the next ones and I have to work my butt off this time. No more playing. Really hard than last term. Maybe I didn't study hard enough.
Still, I'm still thinking about the results....