Back In Nz

Now, I am back in Christchurch again. I don't feel like staying here anymore. I went back to Miri for a week and saw relatives and mum. I feel tired and miserable after I have come back. I hate being alone now. I really want to go back again. I think it wouldn't make any difference if I have stayed longer. I talked to Lynn Xuan and she said to occupied myself with work so I won't think so much. So far, I have tried but I still thought about it. Maybe I shouldn't be alone. Maybe I should ask someone to stay with me all the time. So, that's how Lynn Xuan and Lynn Wei feels after they went to college ans university. I wasn't feeling this before I went back. I was so excited to join the friends, have fun and look forward to studying. Now, I am feeling restless.